(a) choice for Love (ing)

There are so many ways to express love.. but for you, there are almost none. because the way to love you is difficult and quite complicated.

All about you is spinning around in my head since yesterday, and i couldn’t help it

Love you by giving it all out

Love you by being fully present during our best time

Love you by being called and video called for years

Love you by storing every (our) moment and memories untill they are ripe by meanings

Love you by knowing that the person in front of you is made a mistakes and forgive it

Love you by knowing that you can’t share something you don’t have

Love you by knowing that everything is temporary. Love by knowing that (maybe) it will not last forever. Love by knowing that it could be the first and the last, the best and the worst, the only one or another on…(@beradadisini) but for this moment, i just want to make it last forever by writing it..

and the last, Love you by not hurting anyone as my promises many years ago

P.S. I Love You

Back in Time

When i wake up this morning and-always-look-up-to-my-iPhone-after-that, i realize its 16th of December 2016. No, i didn’t remember any birthday tough, just simple surprised the year would be end in 2 weeks.

Speaking about 2016. It was my favorite year all the time.

about making decision for being married.

moving out from home.

travel to 5 new place.

struggle with my mother’s sickness.

and gratefully, pregnant.

By the way, this is my first post after loooong time hiatus, have plan to write about 5 new place of travel this year, i hope i didn’t lazy forget again.

Cheers.

 

 

iCloud on my email

Dikejutkan dengan email dr Apple.com jumat pagi ini, iCloud Get Started!

Here the email, iCloud versi beta.

Bisa dilihat dr isinya, undangan starter iCloud beta ini hanya ditujukan ke seluruh pemilik appleID. As apple-fan-girl, of course i’ll click the link as soon as possible 🙂

Ini login screen dari iCloud desktop. Just input your appleID and voila..

Setting profile termasuk photo, bahasa, dan waktu. Simple thing.

Here the home screen. Hal yang paling menarik dari semua design apple adalah What you see is what you get. Nngga perlu ditambah menu-menu yang ngga penting, apple hanya menunjukan apa aja yg diperlukan oleh user tanpa basa-basi. Simple but True, itu yang pertama kali terpikir ketika melihat Home Screen iCloud.

Well, saya mencoba fasilitas find my iPhone, karena ini fasilitas yang sangat penting. Jika iPhone mu tertinggal, just log in to iCloud, and you will find where your iPhone is..

Ini login screen dari find my iPhone, just input password. Pastikan setting iCloud di iPhone mu sudah terpasang untuk find my iphone. Menunya ada di Setting | iCloud | Find My iPhone , Turn ON.

This is it..

Hampir akurat, karena saat ini saya berada di kawasan Casablanca. Salah satu kelemahan Apple sampai saat ini, ketepatan koordinatnya masih kalah saing dengan googleMap.

Ini versi beta, hopefully it will improve soon.

The Trigger

Do you ever meet someone that later after you have a reliationship with him\her, then you realize that he\she is your trigger? because i do.

I have meet someone different and i was thought that he comes from anonymous planet, sure, i told him about this also. Then he laughed.

He becomes a trigger of mine in a mysterious way, starts from our very first meet in a-random-place named football field, i never thought that i would be meet that one. A raggy guy with a smoked in his hand and shake my hand when he said his name superciliously.

The football field, the first time i meet the trigger.

The first trigger that i felt is, i start to seeing someone inside his\her look, deeply.

When I called you handsome, I was actually seeing something beyond the way you look. I was referring to a pair of wonderful eyes that you have: not because they are light brown or protected by such gorgeous eyelashes or stuff like that, but because whenever they looked at me, gently, I could see my reflections there; smiling back at me, and it made me feel so loved -@beradadisini-

The second trigger that i felt is, i start to laugh again in the office, freely.

When you have a sadness memories about past time, mostly about love. Then the memories kill you out during your life, your routine life, and it happen to me. I start being zombie, especially in my work town, Jakarta. This city remaind me about something that i never want to be remind about. So i start working in the city without heart, without soul, since that day.

The third trigger that i felt is, i start to writing again, honestly.

When i was being saturated in life, I never find my self wanting to writing my stories again. What the advantages of writing your wacky-strange life? being saturated made me so numb and lie, i couldn’t found any proper words to write whether i found something good in the day sometimes. The words are there, but i choose to close my mind. Being honest while you writing is the most important thing when you start writing. And now i found it again.

Talk about the trigger, he bring me back down to the earth, bring me back to life again. He made me realize that i still here. Love being Me. Love being writing. Love being honest. And finally, love being to be loved 🙂

Au revoir the trigger, your job is done.

Somebody that i used to know

Salah satu judul milik Gotye. Ngga termasuk lagu baru juga. Tapi lagu ini pernah jadi primadona di mobil IMC. -i will tell you later what IMC is-. Lagu yang catchy, dari liriknya aja kita bisa tau kalo ini tentang seseorang yang ngga mau lagi berhubungan dengan mantan kekasihnya, remind me to myself maybe, so i write this post.

Here is the video, konsepnya menarik.

[Gotye:]
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it’s an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I’ll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn’t have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don’t need that though
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

Now you’re just somebody that I used to know
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I’d done
But I don’t wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn’t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

 

For someone out there, Now you’re just somebody that I used to know 

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